Obnoxious

You’re older than me – was I too childish for you?
Before I knew it, I had nowhere to go

I’m not cute enough, I’m too clumsy
I couldn’t chase after you as you left

I’m lonely, I miss you, I want to hear your voice
I stand there clutching my cellphone
If I was going to spend my life feeling like this
I’d rather not have known what love is

I went out wearing the slightly mature dress you picked out for me
I wanted to hear people say I looked good in it

I see my pathetic reflection in the window of a shop
You’re not by my side

It hurts, I’m sad, I want to touch you
I can’t put you in the past
You may be selfish but I love you
Those fun days won’t leave me

You held me then, saying you wouldn’t let me go
Yet you’re not by my side

I’m lonely, I miss you, I want to hear your voice
Memories of you remain, I can’t erase them
If I was going to spend my life feeling like this
I’d rather not have known what love is

I dreamed of eternity
But it didn’t exist
I locked away that fun past, and you
Because I wanted it all to go away

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