Obnoxious

so, you left just like that.

it's okay, i'll be fine


my deepest apologies for a lot of things

for not being there when the pain attacked
for not giving support when you were struggling
for not praying because of foolish reasons
for not helping because of even more than foolish reasons
for not commenting your every rant when you were fighting hard
for not saying my last farewell directly

for a lot of things, for being me


my humblest gratitude for a lot of things

for being a cheerful person everytime i felt down
for the collection of songs you gave to me
for the advices everytime i felt stuck
for a simple greeting everytime we met
for the silly and small chit chats about anything and everything
for the good tasted yoghurt that sometimes free of charge

for a lot of things, for being you


I'm sorry for everything, and I thank you for everything

this is my farewell to you, the first and the last one

unlike everyone, i'm not really diggin' writing on your facebook page, because it will be corny and cheesy, something that you really hate, right?

Farewell, i'm done crying.

actually, i can't stop crying, but you would hate it, right? and i'm still listening to that female version of hotaru that you didn't really like. i'm really pathetic.

-dedicated to Elisabeth Niken Sasanti, FKUI 2004, died on 22nd March 2010, cremated on 25th March 2010. You'll always be loved.



i'm still thinking that it was really unfair, she took care of her lungs and lived her life happily, unlike those who smoked their lungs out and ranted about how boring their lives were. Yet why her lungs were taken from her, along with her life? She should have lived, they should have died. It was unfair.

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